April 20, 2011

Fear and Faith

There isn't much going on in our household but there is ALOT going on with me right now inside....I decided to shift things and hit on a few  things that is going on with me,  it is so nice that I can come here  to the blog and put my feelings out there. So please bare with me as I tell things in the future just as a warning.

  Click here for some lessons on faith  I came across a link that helped me so much!!

I wanted to be able to come back and read things and remember what I learned later.  The whole journey started with my blog post in January "I DID IT' and it is still continuing............

This is what I know is true and without a doubt....... the process of changing our lives is at the very foundation of  our Heavenly Fathers plan for us,  it is  changing for the better. Everything is lining up for my future outcome right now.......

April 14, 2011

Trials.......

There's no other word to describe a trial other than they suck!!

You might as well just hang on and enjoy the ride, it isn't going away.  The last couple of weeks I have had my good days and bad days.  But the worst part hasn't happened yet....that's the bad part I kinda know what is still coming and I am dreading it big time.  Only just a handful of people  know a small fraction of whats going on, but only me and my Heavenly Father knows what all the details are. I read that he wont make the trial go away but he will help you get through it,  I know this is all about testing my faith, and the worst of all things that could possibly bust me up inside is going to happen.  I have been back to driving alot lately like I used to do years ago, when I am under a lot of stress I need to drive it off.....so if I wind up clear up in California ha ha I might stop at Disneyland the rides are funner there.

April 3, 2011

General Conference Weekend

Braxton and I had the privilege of going to the afternoon session of General Conference on Saturday with my mom and dad and Tim. Every talk that was given in that session was a topic that pertained to my needs somehow on what I needed to hear.

"Desires dictate our priorities; priorities shape our choices; and choices determine our actions.  The desires we act on determine our changing, our  achieving, and our becoming."  -Dallin H. Oaks

That was a awesome message,  as well as paying a full tithing, and working on a weak testimony and faith. It was a beautiful session and it is always humbling when you  sit in the same room as the Prophet and the first presidency. I wouldnt of heard this session I am sure any other way unless I went.